I have had these captions sitting, waiting for the right opportunity to utilize them. In light of what happened tonight I think it’s a good time.
This is a lifestyle without a doubt. I’m sure a few people dabble here and there, but from what I understand, once you get your feet wet it’s just a matter of time before you find yourself swimming as often as you can.
We play safe in regards to STDs, her partners are tested and so are we. But we also play bareback, no condoms and no rules.
I usually use them when she’s ovulating, since I rarely get to fuck her though it’s somewhat moot. I mentioned from the start that her lovers should have rights that I am not granted, and bareback sex was one of them.
In my opinion the deepest commitment to this lifestyle and to each other a couple can make is conceiving a lover’s child. It’s a child, and not a game, so I understand that very well and all its implications.
Nonetheless to my cuckold mind, I can think of no deeper show of my commitment to Bella than to allow her to do so.
We have talked about it, and she knows where I stand. It definitely has a huge effect on the manner in which she plays with her lovers. Like I said condoms are uncommon and cumming inside her is a regular occurrence.
There are also times of the month where she’s insatiable, like right now. Times where common sense is overriden by animal lust. Where I know, she knows that it is wrong but that it still feels right.
In the hierarchy of males her regular lovers are more “alpha” than I am. Yet I am firmly committed to her and she knows it. She knows I am a good provider and that I would be at her side no matter what.
With that knowledge in mind perhaps she plays that way because:
A) subconsciously she’s wired to seek out the strongest genes for her babies
B) she also knows of my implicit acceptance and desire for it to happen
C) no matter the father, she knows I will be by her side
D) I have explicitly said I would be ok with her getting pregnant with another man
The thought of it happening is exciting, joyful, and terrifying all at the same time. The implications are serious. I would truly be cuckolded in the deepest way possible.
It just goes to show the power a cuckoldress can have over her cuckold, and the seemingly limitless devotion a true cuckold like myself can have for the woman he worships.
With that I bid you goodnight. I have to go cuddle with my love now.